The in-between

One day I sat in front of my art teacher, knowing, thinking, I want her life. Her enthusiasm and determination encouraged me to want to teach. From there onwards prospects for the future begun to go on the upwards path.

I got into 6th form, I got into university but now times are changing!!!

Although, I had been to university, the experience shaped me and changed my reason for wanting a job. Parts of the teaching dream feel as if they have already been fulfilled. now is the time for a new path to be made.

Now here I am once again on the in-between path, looking for a possible permanent job. To help make a decision, what do I want to do for the rest of my life? Its a question we all ponder upon. It makes me turn to my bucket list, with one thing on the list: Be a role model. Which has already been fulfilled. I want a job where I can have an impact on someone else's life and help and make someone else smile every day, because of the help and support I provide.

The in-between path...

It is hard, it took me two years to find a weekend job. Then another 2 years to find a part-time job. Applying can be seen as the easy part. But waiting all though it seems easy it's hard. Waiting frustrates us all. the unknown and not knowing what will happen next is our own worst enemy. Looking for a new possible future, makes me feel nervous and scared, because you don't know what will happen next. But excited for the new challenges ahead and encouraged to keep trying to find a job that I will love.

Daily motto: Find a job you love and you will have never worked a day.